2/13/07 Strange things going on at work. Chandra told me some, but Mary and Kim were reticent. It sounded as if Donna got demoted. How cruel! If it’s true, they should have at least moved her to another department. I’ve been told virtually nothing. All the others were called down to talk to Dianna […]
2/9/07 Where does it say I should be alone all the time? What kind of deity declares that both of my children should be a plane ride away? What is it I did to deserve this loneliness? People die from loneliness. My mother loves me. I see her just about every week. I’m there […]
2/7/07 Ok, so I’m in Orlando. Conference tomorrow. Would rather be at home. Gained some weight. But I’m kind of pretty. I’ve cried to God so many times I can’t count them. I feel like I’m empty of God. I am looking for peace, maybe some joy. Maybe — in looking for those things […]
2/4/07 Raced away from Daytona to get to church, but left after a half hour because they were having communion. Super Bowl was a bust. Manning won. Talked to John about a mortgage. Need cash to do roof & 7 or 8 other things. I feel peaceful in that church, but I’m not sure […]