August 1
It’s been a long time, hasn’t it, Father?
Right now I’m sitting at a Sunday meeting, wondering. Why did I go so long? Why has it been so rough? What are you trying to teach me? Is it true what Charlene and Jake say, that this is the dark night of the soul? If so, will I definitely come out of it still with you? I’m almost afraid to ask if I can still be lost. I don’t think so — I pray not. You have to be in complete control there. Please keep me in your love. Let me feel your love.
Lord, I’m afraid – help me