In a couple of hours, I have to start getting ready to go to Project Graduation at the O’Connell Center to recruit members for next year. It’s pretty daunting because I will most likely be doing it completely alone — unless one volunteer shows up.

But, damnit (sp?), I’m going to do it! I’m tired of facing things with fear. I do it less now, but I still have a long way to go before I can get on a plane.

I miss Jen.

Can’t stop eating. I guess it’s a combination of Jen being away, having no money, and wondering what the hell I want to do. I thought I was getting somewhere with the food thing, but I’ve been down this road a thousand times. And it hurts more every time.

How unbelievably lucky I am to have David and Jen in my life!!!!

I’ll see Fran in about two weeks. She sounded all excited about my coming. I can’t wait for her to meet David & Jen as adults!
Kathleen A. Gagne