2/7/07
Ok, so I’m in Orlando. Conference tomorrow. Would rather be at home.
Gained some weight. But I’m kind of pretty.
I’ve cried to God so many times I can’t count them. I feel like I’m empty of God.
I am looking for peace, maybe some joy. Maybe — in looking for those things I’ll find some good.
Maybe something is happening, changing as I write.
Where do I look?