1/8/07 The Gators won the National Championship. It was beyond cool. It made me think of losing. Funny, but I always seem to be losing, everything except weight, and that is a loss, too. I’m almost always alone. I have no friends nearby, and I don’t know how to get them. I feel drained. […]
1/3/07 Hard day at work. Exhausted. Need to get to Dr. Akey, but no money. Lots of rain — no leak in living room. I wish I could figure out how to do it. I need to lose weight and keep it off. I’m scared. I don’t know about God. I wish I could […]
1/2/07 I need to get some help. I’ll probably call one of the therapists recommended by Marcia at Alliance of Mind & Body. I need to look up clubs, but I’m thinking more about volunteering. I think I have a roof leak. I wish I knew if there was a God. Dic has diabetes. […]
1/1/07 I want to change my life. I don’t know how. It’s New Year’s Day 2007, and I’m alone. I’m always alone except when Jen and David are here, or I go to them. I never learned how to relate to men. I find it hard to make friends. I’m told I have to […]