Cold
from “Mom’s Journals”

1/3/07

Hard day at work. Exhausted. Need to get to Dr. Akey, but no money. Lots of rain — no leak in living room.

I wish I could figure out how to do it. I need to lose weight and keep it off. I’m scared.

I don’t know about God.

I wish I could feel something, but my heart, for God, is cold.