I want to change my life. I don’t know how. It’s New Year’s Day 2007, and I’m alone. I’m always alone except when Jen and David are here, or I go to them.
I never learned how to relate to men.
I find it hard to make friends.
I’m told I have to love myself before I can love others and others will love me.
I’m told I need to find God, but I don’t know where to look. I don’t feel anything. I am overwhelmed and lack resources on so many fronts.