I thought about going to church today, but the same dilemma holds. I’d be going for Jen, maybe David.
The truth is what I wrote the other day.
I don’t know what to do about an all-powerful being.
Nor do I know how to get people in my life. Outside my family, the two most precious of whom are far away, I have no one who cares even enough to call me.
Four years ago, there was Karen, but she turned away, and I have no idea why.
So, I guess I won’t go to church today.